Looking for a careing, and openminded lady

I was adopted, and never found my "real" mom so I am searching her out in a partner. Weird I know but its true. I want to start all over again even as a child, and would like to find someone to do this with. In return we could have a really close and loving relationship. I'm not some "freak" or a creeper so please don't expect anything out of the ordinary. I do adult things, and am able to function like one. A lot of people think I need to see a "psychologist" over this but the truth is is that I have dealt with many professionals and none of them can understand my needs. Anyways I am looking for a woman who likes to baby their guy, and show a lot of care. I will show a lot of love in return

ask me anything else and ill try to give you an answer!

But wait ........there is more! I love the mountains, and outdoors as long as there is plenty of lush trees near by. I plan on moving to VA sometime in the future, since the beach is okay but I'm more of a forrest/mountain kind of guy.
Also if you do think I am a creep, or a weirdo then think whatever you feel like thinking. Why follow everyone else's majority, instead of listening to your inner minority? This is America, "land of opportunity, not captivity."